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2012-01-27
The Go Find - Miami

Artist: The Go Find
Album: Miami
Genre: Elec
Release : 2004
Lable: Morr Records
Country: Belgium
很久没有放音乐了
然后状态一直很不好 不知道怎么样才能找到以前的自己
这样说来突然有些怀念夏天在kingsmen的时候 总有这样那样的事情可以做可以学 即使经常被训也是开心的
充实的生活才比较适合我 不然就只好做nerd
其实现在应该很充实 但是不知怎么的就是站不起来
我好难过
这专辑里有首歌叫 What I Want. 说的就是我吧
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2012-01-03
Tomorrow I will be Gone Forever
有一个人带我绕了好久去坐火车 十号线空荡荡的 一直不喜欢这样可以清楚地看到窗户里的影子 所以眼睛总是看着别处的空虚
我害怕和人对视
All the people following us
to the place we don't know
They smell like teengers
with their water gun ;
When time comes I'm leaving with the next train
But you are still here, again
running up to the dream
memories in you mind ;
It doesn't matter
We hug and we kiss
It doesn't matter
We laugh and we cry
这个世界为什么有这样多的离别?
理想和现实总是有差距?
梦想大概都不能实现?
善良的人会遭遇不幸?
冬天这样漫长夏天这样猛烈 ?
那个人说我Double Dolphins on a Dime Double Dolphins on Double Dolphins 那样“呢喃”讲话 。然后有些话我一辈子都开不了口大概
听的mice parade的鼓 我都要哭出来了
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2011-12-13
Designer with Love
今天收到很喜欢很喜欢的礼物 谢谢你的出现 我想安静的走下去。

觉得这两天都充满了爱 包括昨天发现了the pains of being pure at heart这个乐队
心里其实很乱 因为和Jihyun的谈话 我觉得自己时常被人影响 出于一种完全对对方的信任。。总之就是很矛盾
明明很自我 但偏偏各种听话的性格。。
还好还好有音乐 一种可以称之为安全感的东西 笑
未来其实迷茫的一塌糊涂 想做的不想做的都并非自己可以控制
我不明白自己强大的精神力是从哪里来的 对艺术的爱和在明白这个世界的肮脏的同时顽强保持的孩子的心情
其实只是单纯想到就应该哭的 生活太难。。倒是从来没有哭过 摊手
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2011-12-13
A Letter to my Advisor
Hi Jihyun,
Thank you so much for your time today. I appreciate that. It is still so hard for me to actually telling you why I want to switch major, because it all comes from my young ages, my years at Iowa State and my growing background. It was hard for me to tell you face to face about some back stories.My dad was an architect, when I was still in primary school, he already taught me how to read architecture documents like floor plan stuff, and also he took me to their construction building sites taught me how to do measurement. But I was not very interested in architecture, instead I fell love in interior space design and as well as residential decoration. I designed interior for our apartment when I was still in middle school, of course with my dad's help on construction. At that time my dad really wanted me to be either an architect or an interior designer. And I did think I would become an interior designer, but sadly didn't actually get trained in drawing.After I came over here to ISU, it was a big challenge for me at first since I had to learn drawing. But at the same time, learning drawing changed my view of art & design, also changed my mind about what kind of person I want to be and what kind of life I wanna live. Design, in any kinds, is just such a measure to me that I can't imagine myself living without art or without doing any design stuff. That was also the first time I realized myself had talent on drawing and art composition. But still, interior design is the favorite thing ever, I read lots of books about architecture and interior and actually set up my mind about doing retail and exhibition design in the future when I was in the second year of program.I think the time spent in Rome changed my thought about future. Brenda taught me how to paint, and my art history teacher there told me how art could influence history and society. I continued learning painting after coming back from Rome, and actually something very bad happened last semester, I was almost killed in a traffic accident. After everything was settled, my dad called me and said he wishes me having a happy life with doing anything I want to and like to do. I told him I wanna learn everything I'm interested in about art & design and see what's gonna happen.I did a pretty good job on internship, and learned a lot from my supervisor, such as typography, advertisement design and museum gallery design. He told me a perfect designer is the designer who can work well on everything. And designers need to know a lot on art, also knowledge from every field. There are still many choices and potentials I can discover. I think I'm just always trying to find a balance between illustration and interior design, a way to combine graphic and interior. From my view, if anything could really work out, the best choice would be exhibition design.The reason why I didn't ask for switching studio from healthcare to hospitality is also because I want to finish my final work in the college as a professional interior design student (who actually has knowledge in this field). I still like interior design and I will try my best to do the project, as an interior designer and also as a person who treats design as her breath.Again thank you so much for you talk today. It's my luck to have you as my advisor.
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2011-12-04
小事
高三时候多看的那几眼
她第一次打电话给我问我借tracing paper
我是怎么还没见到他的时候就被他的电脑桌面影响
被人莫名介绍一起去看演出认识的你们
还小的时候因为拼酒认识的你
打工的时候多说了些话的某个人
开学第一天借过的外套
偶尔看群发现听音乐的骚女
苦闷的每一天陪我吐槽的大家
音乐小伙伴
我的gs。b-5组合和罗马岁月
新日月圣坛
四年的所有和所以
我有最好的记性!